Crew Member Shares Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the period after the flight.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after an attack during her college days, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the well-wishers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She added that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had come out of the flight, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the edge of outer space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.